I am still in a pretty down mood.
SO STRESSED.
Though I most prob will be going for SIM,
I still praying for a miracle.
But you know something?
I really am not going stand anymore pressure from my dad.
TILL NOW, HE IS STLL YAKKING AT ME FOR MY RESULTS.
True, I have been a disappointment to him.
But shouldn't I be forward-looking?
Does the past matters more than the future?
All he cares about is his MIAN ZI.
He forbids me to go for my relative's bday celebration in msia,
for fear that they find out abt me nt being able to get into a uni unlike my cousin.
WTH.
I dont even see that biasness towards my brother?
ARGH. I cant take it anymore.

Been crying myself to sleep for the past few nights..
I am TIRED! :(